I am horrible

And I dont mean in a Dr. Horrible, what a crazy-random happenstance sort of way.

.... I'm so sorry.

The person that this is about knows who they are, I'm sure.

I'm more sorry than I have the words to say. It would take me centuries to accumulate the vocabulary needed to express my remorse...

I understand if you dont want to forgive me, Kodiak. You can even hate me. I feel as if I deserve it, somehow. Though I hope that you dont hate me. Please dont hate me.

Please?