Breathe in.... Breathe out

I am in one peice... I am not breaking. Or so I am convincing myself.
Breathe in.... Breathe out... keep living. Keep waiting.
The hole in me that the waiting wears keeps growing and growing,
and I keep trying to tell myself that waiting is good, and what I need.
But there is only so much I can handle, and no one seems to be able to
help, in fact... they only seem to make it worse.

I will make it through this...

Breathe in.... Breathe out...
and keep living.